My Daughter’s Advanced Speech with Sarah | Real Life Aspergers Interviews

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and you also mentioned to me earlier
that anxiety is a big part of your life
and one of the ways that you kind of
mitigate that is through the use of
routines and sticking to things that you
know yes
tell me about how that is great and how
that is not so great I could talk about
how like routines are great and how
doing the same thing is great or the
time to date like oh my oh my life I
could talk about it it’s great because
when you have a routine it’s that
familiarity so you kind of know what’s
coming next you know what to expect and
it kind of just makes my life happier
because it’s not all the unexpected
stuff but in the same way because you
like routine and that kind of holds on
to your anxiety as soon as one little
thing changes that has such a depth
trend effect on my day to day life
so say you have the same thing for
breakfast every day I have this I like
to have the same thing but then recently
we stayed somewhere else came home and
we didn’t have any milk in the fridge
like I usually have the soya milk in the
fridge we didn’t have any to then I was
like ah well now what do I do and my
husband who is an autistic he’d be like
odd just a toast but for me straight
away that’s like what else is gonna go
wrong like what am I gonna do now I
gotta think of what I’d do for this now
I gotta think about what my daughter’s
gonna have now I’ve got to think about
all these things so in a way for me
routine is like a key element of my life
and it’s amazing and structure is
amazing but at the same time then you
have this whole anxiety that the
structure is going to go wrong and the
routines gonna go wrong and then if it
doesn’t go right so the I guess the way
I feel about routine and things and and
how has your husband gone understanding
those things so
we’ve been together ten years now and so
I’ve always been the way I’d been so
I’ve always had problems with like food
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and things and we wish there was anxiety
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so we thought that I was gonna suddenly
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be cured by going to therapy and things
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and then we find out I’m not gonna be
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cured because it’s like I’m autistic
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it’s gonna always be around so that’s
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something we’ve had to kind of we’re
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adapting to at the moment cuz it’s only
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been going since kind of August so
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trying to adapt to that and trying to do
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it it’s difficult for him to and he
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doesn’t understand everything I mean I
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can’t say anything bad about him because
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he’s been wonderful he looks up all of
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the information and lots of people don’t
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don’t want to do that but then I
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sometimes my anxiety there’s then he’s
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only doing that because you’ve got a
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daughter who has it
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so then I’m like ah you know he’s still
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gonna leave me he’s still gonna do this
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he’s still gonna do that why would I do
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that when you’ve always been this way
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so questions that it sounds like for a
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big part of your life you thought a lot
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of those artistic traits were due to
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anxiety yeah which meant that you
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thought maybe if I got therapy and got
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less anxious then I wouldn’t do these
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things as much yeah especially when it
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comes to not socializing and not having
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friends and things but then when I went
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to therapy she said but you didn’t seem
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like depressed and things and I said
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what if I’m doing things that I want to
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do I’m happy but everything I want to do
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is on my own so I want to play like The
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Sims I want to read I want to go to the
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cinema by myself I want to do this and
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I’m really happy when I’m doing that
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then when I have to go out with other
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people and do things that I don’t want
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to do that’s when I’m worse and she was
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like well that’s not depression and
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she’s like how do was your anxiety
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lasted and I’m like oh it’s always been
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like this like I’ve always felt like
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this it feels like oh and then she was
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then Oh
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after too
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sessions with her she was actually after
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the first 10 minutes of meeting you I
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thought that you were autistic and she’s
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like so now I’m kind of like referring
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you full of this and to find out and
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everything so and yeah I thought I was
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just magic cure her but how did it feel
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how did it feel to realize that you are
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on the spectrum it was a relief because
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I know like why I was feeling the way I
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was for bite I life and why I had
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difficulties with things in school and
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stuff like I really struggled as well
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like I didn’t like going to lessons I
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didn’t like doing anything so it’s
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really for that but at the same time
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then I’m still kind of coming to terms
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with it all because it’s kind of like
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mourning for the fact that I’m never
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gonna be the way I expected to be with
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certain things because I thought all
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once I’ve got this under control I can
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do all of these things but I know I can
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achieve some a bit but at the same time
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there’s other things that are always
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just gonna be the thing because it’s
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just who I am and yeah if that make
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sense yeah definitely so this definitely
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gets kind of like know that there’s
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reason for things and now I can
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appreciate Who I am for who I am as
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opposed to trying to change myself to
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fit in how everybody else thinks that
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you should be yeah definitely makes
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sense and so finally what would you say
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to other women out there who maybe
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they’ve got a daughter on the spectrum
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or maybe they are starting to get clues
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that well people are suggesting you
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might be on the spectrum this might be
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explaining things for you what would you
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say to them obviously I would say to do
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their research autism and stuff is very
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different with girls than it is boys a
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lot of the research and things and
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diagnosis has to do with boys and not go
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so you’ve got to find yourself a really
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good doctor as well here at
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understands it within females and how
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they find it look I found help in like
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Facebook groups and that just reached
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out to other people who are on the
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spectrum I found people really helpful
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they’re really open to talking about
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their struggles and what they think but
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yeah for me it’s just if you think is do
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your research and look at different
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things go on YouTube that’s it’s amazing
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to find creatures who will actually talk
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about subject and yeah I think that’s
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the best advice I can give it it’s just
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if you think you are you probably are
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because if you’re thinking that you are
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it’s not a normal thing to think that
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you’re autistic apparently yeah I think
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oh I think I might be autistic it’s not
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something that you generally think so if
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you’re thinking that you are then you
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know it’s we’re actually looking more
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into it because you’ll probably end up
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finding out that you actually are
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autistic and and for me personally what
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made the biggest difference was
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physically meeting in person other
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autistic people so a support group even
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before I knew I just said can I come
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along lesson yes so yeah see where I am
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to get the support you have to have like
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the official diagnosis and the waiting
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list of really long so at the moment
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hard to see that but meeting other
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people with autism and stuff especially
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people your age I think is a really
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important thing so that’s why I’m kind
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of reaching out to other Creators and
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start from towards and that’s why
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eventually I’ll upload a video that’s a
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good segue because you and your blog a
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YouTube blog right yeah yeah we’d say I
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have a blog but I talk about other
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disabilities with and it’s just getting
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the confidence up and getting past the
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anxiety like whoa to actually talk about
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it and be heard about it and stuff and
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it’s something that I want to pursue
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more of talking about it and actually
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you know yeah
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yes well it’s it’s great to have
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different voices out there and I’m sure
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lots of people will resonate strongly
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with you and your story what’s the name
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of your YouTube channel
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it’s a mundane life and if you just
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search that it will come up no one else
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wants to be called a mundane life no
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nobody else wants to be like ordinary
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and warranty they but yeah I guess now
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it’s quite an ironic name because autism
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as well there’s anything but mundanes
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none of what you described okay mundane
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okay well thanks Sarah it’s been really
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it’s been really great to talk to you oh
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I’ll put a link to your channel in the
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description below so I think everyone
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watching has enjoyed today’s espy
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interview and I’ll be endeavoring to do
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some more in the future because I
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believe that the best way to understand
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autism and the diversity in the autism
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spectrum is to meet others on the
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spectrum so this is one way I’m trying
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to elderly okay well thanks and thanks
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for your time – Sarah right no problem
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thank you Ray
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you

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